Saturday, January 10, 2015

Cold Water

The lake stays frigid cold well into the hot part of May. It's the mountains, really. The Ozarks aren't exactly what you'd call snow-capped, but they're colder than they should be, and the deep forest canopy keeps the sun from ever touching the streams.

Those brooks run down the mountains' hips, and down into the hot valleys below. It's the kind of water that'll stop you on your run, make you take a cool sip and stand there, panting and drinking.

It's also the kind of water that'll shock you when you jump in. You'll be laughing and joking with your friends, going down to the water and generally having a great time pretending you're all a decade younger than you really are. Then, you'll feel all bold and decide you really need to stop being such a sissy about how you get into the water – toes, then feet, then calves and knees.

You'll walk right onto the dock thinking that makes you a badass. You'll drop your towel right there on the wood and grin that stupid grin, and you'll do some sort of half flip into the chest deep water.
When you plunge in, the first thing you'll feel is the encapsulation. There's that sound of the water closing in over your ears and face. Halfway between a lover's whisper and a threat. Your toes brush against the silty mud, and for a split second you don't even notice the tiny blood vessels at the surface of your skin shutting down.

Summetime cold doesn't come down and nestle inside your bones like Winter cold does. It reaches inside you and stabs your heart before you even know it's there, so when your friends watch you jump in off the dock, they won't notice a thing until you explode back up from it, staggering like you just took a punch. You'll thrash and collapse back under, trying to claw your way back to the shore, and when make it you'll holler something inane, like

“FUCK!”

That's when your friends will all decide to go play volleyball instead.